The Pretty Passenger

More than ever before, I feel like the featured image applies to me. Growing up, I can’t even remember all the activities I have been involved in throughout the years. I reflect back on those days now and know that I needed to stay so busy because my attention span is very short. I get bored quickly and hate feeling like I’m wasting my time. Unlike most people, I think resting is a very good way to spend your time so I never count sleeping as a waste. I think because I have so much going on it is perceived as being extremely social. I love being around people close to me but, I find it very hard to allow new people to come into my life. That is what I mean when I say I’m selectively social. I like meeting new people, especially subscribers who are so sweet and supportive, but I still find it a little alarming sometimes. I think when you put pieces of your life on social media there is always this negative connotation that comes with it by default. People perceive you to be one way or remain a certain way because of what they see on the internet. I completely understand the concept but I don’t agree with it. I am not always this happy go lucky person with a great aspect on life. I have really bad days all the time. I obviously don’t usually discuss the bad as much because I’m in no mood to be social during those times or talk to anybody really. There are very few people that see that side of me outside of family and close friends but it definitely happens. Things that go on in the world upset me all the time but, I have learned to be frustrated with the situation, not the person. I constantly force myself to go out of my comfort zone and be social with strangers and it is still a challenge sometimes. Social media has definitely helped me with that because I get to do my own thing, on my own time, share it, and interact with so many amazing people when I’m ready to. I think it comes as a surprise to people that I’m selectively social but now you know. I believe every person you come into contact with deserves a certain level of respect regardless, and even though it seems to be a lost cause with some I do believe in being hospitable to a certain extent. Karma is definitely real! I believe in giving the same effort I receive from others, and if a problem arises, I just remove myself from the situation and go on with my life. Being selectively social makes my life a lot less stressful ,and the Scorpio in me knows that this is the best way to be.

XOXO ❤ ASHLEY